Sometimes I feel like life is one big roller coaster. Each day has twists and turns that are totally unexpected. Of course, in real life we know where the turns and twists are on our favorite ride. In real life they pop up unexpectedly with no warning at all.
I have just experienced one of life's "turns" that I not see coming. In fact I feel like this circumstance has turned me upside down.
I can't write about what it is yet, but I will as soon as I can talk about it in public. I will however write about how it has effected my life...
God has a plan for each of us and we have a plan for ourselves. Last week I was living my life according to my plan, in fact I had figured out the path I was going to take.
Wham... God put me in a circumstance that reminded me that He is directing and guiding my path.
I have been struggling against what He has for me and have been an emotional mess.
In my mind I say I can not do this... In my heart I say I don't want to do this...and I am afraid to do this...
and then a moment came when I submitted and said, "God show me your plan".
As I embraced God's plan for me and those around me I started to relax and accept this was something God was doing.
Yesterday, for the first time in days I felt the joy and peace of the Lord return to me. I saw something I didn't see before. I can do what God is requiring of me because of the people He has put around me to help me.
As I recognized I am not in this alone I found an excitement of what God is planning on doing in and through my life.
What seemed impossible a few days ago has now become an exciting opportunity to see God create something only He can.
I feel I am talking in code but I have to get my thoughts down before they leave forever... LOL
I want to remember this process that God is bringing me through so I can remind myself it is His plan not mine. Selah
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