Sunday, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas! 2011
CHristmas is a special time for friends and families. This Christmas we shared our home with many that we hold dear to us. Posting more later!
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
The Lord has A Plan For You!
Who would ever think part of my testimony of God's love and grace would have to do with a roll of quarters and a box of brownies? :)
This is what the LORD says -He who made you, who formed you in the womb. (Isaiah 44:2 *NKJV)
God knew you long before you were born, just as He knew Isaiah and Jeremiah. He thought about you and planned for you! For He wanted someone just like you, therefore you are very special to Him. After all God has said; "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart."
(Jeremiah 1:5 )
Have you ever wondered if God was aware of you or of your needs? It could have been a day when you wondered how am I going to feed my family or provide for my children.
I have had days like that. Several years ago, My family had a business, and sold it to a Christian man, and he robbed us. At the time of the sale our business made over a half a million in sales that year. My family wanted to be available to be in ministry and this sale would provide a good amount of money to do the Lord’s work.
Unfortunately, things did not go as planned. We were forced to sell our house, and move into a little apartment in a very bad area. We had never been exposed to gangs living downstairs from us. My son was only 10 years old and he had always gone to a Christian School and felt protected. His whole world changed, now he had to worry about people beating him up, and robbing him on his way home from school. It was a real reality check for all of us.
I had always had a washing machine in my house and now I washed my clothes in the laundry room with my neighbors. I didn’t mind it because you can get all your clothes clean in a couple of hours with lots of machines to choose from. But one day I had all my laundry in the baskets and I was getting ready to do the laundry. I realized I didn’t have enough money to wash our clothes. As I was going through the laundry trying to figure out what was the most important things to wash my son came to me and said. “Mommy, can we make some brownies?” You see our house was always filled with the smell of fresh baked cookies and breads. My little child wasn’t asking for much, but suddenly my heart was broken because I couldn’t bake him brownies. I had to tell him I am sorry but we don’t have any money to make brownies. It didn’t bother him too much but it bothered me. I went into the living room where my laundry baskets were sitting by the front door and laid down on the floor. I cried out to God, and said Lord I am so mad right now. I have obeyed you and everything has been taken from us. I cried hysterically and said I don’t have any money to do my laundry and my son wants brownies. I am mad! I said Lord you promised to take care of us! After my fit, I got up and washed my face. I still couldn’t do my laundry or make brownies but I had a good cry. My Mom always said sometimes we just need a good cry. ☺ About an hour later there was a knock on my door. I wasn’t expecting anyone and when I opened the door it was my friend Donna. She was the last person I expected to see because she lived about a hour away from me. She was standing at my door with two bags of groceries. She said I don’t know what is going on with you but I was praying for you and the Lord said take her a roll of quarters. A roll of quarters is $10.00 in American money and you have to use quarters in the washing machine. She said she looked in her wallet and took at a $10 dollar bill. The Lord said to her I said take her a roll of quarters. She told me it was a little inconvenient for her because she had to go to the store for the quarters. She did what God told her and while she was at the store the Lord said buy her some groceries and make sure to get her a box of brownies. She knew nothing about what I was going through! So when she arrived at the door saying I don’t know what this is all about but I had to obey God. I stood there and cried because God heard my cry.
That is how our God is, he is aware of what we need. We still may go through difficult times but we are not alone.
So when we feel discouraged or inadequate, we need to remember that God has always thought of us as very valuable. He is always with us and He loves us dearly, and nothing can separate us from that love! He loves us so much that he will send a friend with exactly what we need at exactly the right time!
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in
Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39)
We should never feel that we are unloved, or let one of life's many discouragements set us back, instead; Be confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Amen
This is what the LORD says -He who made you, who formed you in the womb. (Isaiah 44:2 *NKJV)
God knew you long before you were born, just as He knew Isaiah and Jeremiah. He thought about you and planned for you! For He wanted someone just like you, therefore you are very special to Him. After all God has said; "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart."
(Jeremiah 1:5 )
Have you ever wondered if God was aware of you or of your needs? It could have been a day when you wondered how am I going to feed my family or provide for my children.
I have had days like that. Several years ago, My family had a business, and sold it to a Christian man, and he robbed us. At the time of the sale our business made over a half a million in sales that year. My family wanted to be available to be in ministry and this sale would provide a good amount of money to do the Lord’s work.
Unfortunately, things did not go as planned. We were forced to sell our house, and move into a little apartment in a very bad area. We had never been exposed to gangs living downstairs from us. My son was only 10 years old and he had always gone to a Christian School and felt protected. His whole world changed, now he had to worry about people beating him up, and robbing him on his way home from school. It was a real reality check for all of us.
I had always had a washing machine in my house and now I washed my clothes in the laundry room with my neighbors. I didn’t mind it because you can get all your clothes clean in a couple of hours with lots of machines to choose from. But one day I had all my laundry in the baskets and I was getting ready to do the laundry. I realized I didn’t have enough money to wash our clothes. As I was going through the laundry trying to figure out what was the most important things to wash my son came to me and said. “Mommy, can we make some brownies?” You see our house was always filled with the smell of fresh baked cookies and breads. My little child wasn’t asking for much, but suddenly my heart was broken because I couldn’t bake him brownies. I had to tell him I am sorry but we don’t have any money to make brownies. It didn’t bother him too much but it bothered me. I went into the living room where my laundry baskets were sitting by the front door and laid down on the floor. I cried out to God, and said Lord I am so mad right now. I have obeyed you and everything has been taken from us. I cried hysterically and said I don’t have any money to do my laundry and my son wants brownies. I am mad! I said Lord you promised to take care of us! After my fit, I got up and washed my face. I still couldn’t do my laundry or make brownies but I had a good cry. My Mom always said sometimes we just need a good cry. ☺ About an hour later there was a knock on my door. I wasn’t expecting anyone and when I opened the door it was my friend Donna. She was the last person I expected to see because she lived about a hour away from me. She was standing at my door with two bags of groceries. She said I don’t know what is going on with you but I was praying for you and the Lord said take her a roll of quarters. A roll of quarters is $10.00 in American money and you have to use quarters in the washing machine. She said she looked in her wallet and took at a $10 dollar bill. The Lord said to her I said take her a roll of quarters. She told me it was a little inconvenient for her because she had to go to the store for the quarters. She did what God told her and while she was at the store the Lord said buy her some groceries and make sure to get her a box of brownies. She knew nothing about what I was going through! So when she arrived at the door saying I don’t know what this is all about but I had to obey God. I stood there and cried because God heard my cry.
That is how our God is, he is aware of what we need. We still may go through difficult times but we are not alone.
So when we feel discouraged or inadequate, we need to remember that God has always thought of us as very valuable. He is always with us and He loves us dearly, and nothing can separate us from that love! He loves us so much that he will send a friend with exactly what we need at exactly the right time!
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in
Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39)
We should never feel that we are unloved, or let one of life's many discouragements set us back, instead; Be confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Amen
A Baby Boy!
I just found out this week that Zack and Bonnie are having a boy! Yeah!!!!!! So excited to have a another sweet baby in the family! I never thought I would have four grandsons! Life's greatest joy!
Christmas in Uganda!



These are the most amazing pictures of a nativity Scene! I have seen a ton of crafts made for Christmas but these, are the best!
The children from Cornerstone Ministries made a Manger scene made out of mud and leaves. I love it!
The other picture is of the children visiting Laurie's house for a special treat, legos! Simple pleasures of life in Uganda!
It's Snowing!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Thanksgiving and Celebrating Ben's 10th B-Day!
Thanksgiving is such a special time for me. I have so many wonderful memories of Thanksgiving holidays. It was my Mom's favorite holiday and that has been passed down to me. :)
This year was extra special because we celebrated Ben's 10th birthday and Thanksgiving at the same time. Manny and I wrapped the gifts with funny comments and the kids played Nerf guns in the backyard. After feasting on a delicious meal we sat with friends and played domino's and enjoyed each others company.
Family and friends are one of God's greatest gifts!
This picture is of Gracie Friday night after everyone had left just kicking back knowing she had her kitty door back. :) LOL

William coming in and out of the kitty door. Actually, this works out well....

Samuel in the kitty door!

Is it time to eat yet?

Zack told me Ben would really like to have a Nerf gun for his birthday! Ha Ha- Maybe I should get Zack one too! :)

William's one of the big boys now! :)

Ben's having fun!

Ben's Presents!

Okay, this picture is strange!!! Looks more like the Twilight Zone than a picture taken at Thanksgiving! And who's that still eating pie in the background? LOL

We were talking about how some of us have eyes that look alike and some have starburst at the center of their eyes.Ben and I think our eyes look similar.

Ben and Debbie!

Fun and Games!Hey Ben, are you sharing those cashews? :)

The Oresko's!

I love this picture of Zack playing with the kids, he is such a good Dad!
This year was extra special because we celebrated Ben's 10th birthday and Thanksgiving at the same time. Manny and I wrapped the gifts with funny comments and the kids played Nerf guns in the backyard. After feasting on a delicious meal we sat with friends and played domino's and enjoyed each others company.
Family and friends are one of God's greatest gifts!
This picture is of Gracie Friday night after everyone had left just kicking back knowing she had her kitty door back. :) LOL
William coming in and out of the kitty door. Actually, this works out well....
Samuel in the kitty door!
Is it time to eat yet?
Zack told me Ben would really like to have a Nerf gun for his birthday! Ha Ha- Maybe I should get Zack one too! :)
William's one of the big boys now! :)
Ben's having fun!
Ben's Presents!
Okay, this picture is strange!!! Looks more like the Twilight Zone than a picture taken at Thanksgiving! And who's that still eating pie in the background? LOL
We were talking about how some of us have eyes that look alike and some have starburst at the center of their eyes.Ben and I think our eyes look similar.
Ben and Debbie!
Fun and Games!Hey Ben, are you sharing those cashews? :)
The Oresko's!
I love this picture of Zack playing with the kids, he is such a good Dad!
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
From My Heart-Testimony Of God's Grace!
Personal Testimony For Uganda:
My life is a full of God’s immeasurable grace and mercy. When I look back at my life some experiences are way too painful to relive and others are too important to forget. My life has been redeemed by the supernatural power of the Spirit of God. I am so unworthy in my own self but God in His mercy and love found something valuable in my life. When I looked at myself like a useless rock He saw me like “ashmi” a sparkling diamond. The Lord showed me I had to stop seeing myself as worthless. I came to my “Komo” place. No longer could I see myself as worthless, I had to see myself through His eyes., Only God looking through His eyes of love could see something priceless in this human life of despair.
Growing up as a young child my home was full of hate and abuse. My Father was an alcoholic and would beat my Mother and I would awake to hear screams in the night. My neighbor’s home was my place of refuge. In those terrible days God was my “Ba Ba”, my Father whom I could trust.
When I felt like a lost sheep the Lord was my Shepherd. I was the lost “Ah Ma” that He searched for to redeem.
When I was alone and afraid and would cry at night, when I felt like an orphan the Lord was my “Kashne”, my comforter. It was the Lord that surrounded me with His love and protection when I didn’t have any one to watch over me.
In the darkest of days the Lord would show Himself to me and I knew one day I see myself in the light of His love. I would see myself as ‘Kali”, beautiful and restored. I would shine for His glory.
In my quiet time before the Lord I would sing songs that came from my heart. I was unable to sing in front of people because I was ridiculed and made fun of, and told my voice wasn't pretty enough. Which made my heart so sad, because it was my desire to worship and sing. To this day, it makes me cry when I think of the pain others caused me, and the fear that gripped me because I saw myself as unacceptable and unloved.
That pain would disappear when I was by myself with the Lord. I felt loved, valued and accepted.
This is not the way we should live, full of fear. But we do, and God in His love comes to us and says Arise, my daughter, and live! Arise, and see the love I have for you! No longer are you to feel like an orphan who is alone.
Look around and see the beautiful women God has created! Look around and see who needs to know God’s love and give it freely.
Now we can look to our Baba (Father) and see our lives as “Kali” (beautiful)
Now we can trust the Lord to be our Shepherd, and we are the “Ah Ma” the sheep of His flock. Walking in confidence that when we stray He will come look for us. When we are hurting, He will carry us until we are strong enough to walk again.
Now we can know He is our “Kashne” our (comforter) and restorer of our broken lives.
The Lord’s love shines as Bright as the Sun (ashmi) to light our path.
We have no fear for He is with us!
Psalms 23 says the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. We lack nothing in His presence and care. Now we trust in Him to show us the way!
My life is a full of God’s immeasurable grace and mercy. When I look back at my life some experiences are way too painful to relive and others are too important to forget. My life has been redeemed by the supernatural power of the Spirit of God. I am so unworthy in my own self but God in His mercy and love found something valuable in my life. When I looked at myself like a useless rock He saw me like “ashmi” a sparkling diamond. The Lord showed me I had to stop seeing myself as worthless. I came to my “Komo” place. No longer could I see myself as worthless, I had to see myself through His eyes., Only God looking through His eyes of love could see something priceless in this human life of despair.
Growing up as a young child my home was full of hate and abuse. My Father was an alcoholic and would beat my Mother and I would awake to hear screams in the night. My neighbor’s home was my place of refuge. In those terrible days God was my “Ba Ba”, my Father whom I could trust.
When I felt like a lost sheep the Lord was my Shepherd. I was the lost “Ah Ma” that He searched for to redeem.
When I was alone and afraid and would cry at night, when I felt like an orphan the Lord was my “Kashne”, my comforter. It was the Lord that surrounded me with His love and protection when I didn’t have any one to watch over me.
In the darkest of days the Lord would show Himself to me and I knew one day I see myself in the light of His love. I would see myself as ‘Kali”, beautiful and restored. I would shine for His glory.
In my quiet time before the Lord I would sing songs that came from my heart. I was unable to sing in front of people because I was ridiculed and made fun of, and told my voice wasn't pretty enough. Which made my heart so sad, because it was my desire to worship and sing. To this day, it makes me cry when I think of the pain others caused me, and the fear that gripped me because I saw myself as unacceptable and unloved.
That pain would disappear when I was by myself with the Lord. I felt loved, valued and accepted.
This is not the way we should live, full of fear. But we do, and God in His love comes to us and says Arise, my daughter, and live! Arise, and see the love I have for you! No longer are you to feel like an orphan who is alone.
Look around and see the beautiful women God has created! Look around and see who needs to know God’s love and give it freely.
Now we can look to our Baba (Father) and see our lives as “Kali” (beautiful)
Now we can trust the Lord to be our Shepherd, and we are the “Ah Ma” the sheep of His flock. Walking in confidence that when we stray He will come look for us. When we are hurting, He will carry us until we are strong enough to walk again.
Now we can know He is our “Kashne” our (comforter) and restorer of our broken lives.
The Lord’s love shines as Bright as the Sun (ashmi) to light our path.
We have no fear for He is with us!
Psalms 23 says the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. We lack nothing in His presence and care. Now we trust in Him to show us the way!
Hearing From God!
The Word Of The Lord!
It is obvious this trip and passion for Uganda is from the Lord.
As I try to process the rapid pace it is taking I could become overwhelmed. That is when I remind myself it is not about me is it a work and moving by the Spirit of God.
The word that keeps coming is hope for the nations. It is the love of the Father for the nations to come to him. It is our place for this time to bring the good news of hope to people we may not never meet. God is going to great lengths to show His love and to make others aware of his “awareness” of their need.
His love is for the orphan and widows. He has not forgotten them he is aware of the cry in the night.
He is aware of those serving and caring for them. He is aware of the weariness, and He is here to bring strength and peace. He is bringing others along side to lift up the arms of the weary.
Just as Moses needed Aaron and to stand with him so we will stand.
See, I am doing a new work says the Lord, do you not perceive it? Do not let the distractions of life get in the way of what the Lord is doing in your life.
The Lord is drawing man unto Himself and at times you wonder how can we care for all the needs but the Lord is here. He will make a way where there seems to be no way. Press in, draw close feel His presence he is near.
The Lord desires for His body to be healthy and whole, not divided by anything. No man can take credit for what God is about to do; all glory will go to Him. It will be clear to all that it is the hand of the Lord. Such favor has never been seen. You will walk in the favor of the Lord and will stand back in awe of His goodness. –Selah
We do not walk alone we must keep our eyes fixed on Christ the hope of the nations.
It is obvious this trip and passion for Uganda is from the Lord.
As I try to process the rapid pace it is taking I could become overwhelmed. That is when I remind myself it is not about me is it a work and moving by the Spirit of God.
The word that keeps coming is hope for the nations. It is the love of the Father for the nations to come to him. It is our place for this time to bring the good news of hope to people we may not never meet. God is going to great lengths to show His love and to make others aware of his “awareness” of their need.
His love is for the orphan and widows. He has not forgotten them he is aware of the cry in the night.
He is aware of those serving and caring for them. He is aware of the weariness, and He is here to bring strength and peace. He is bringing others along side to lift up the arms of the weary.
Just as Moses needed Aaron and to stand with him so we will stand.
See, I am doing a new work says the Lord, do you not perceive it? Do not let the distractions of life get in the way of what the Lord is doing in your life.
The Lord is drawing man unto Himself and at times you wonder how can we care for all the needs but the Lord is here. He will make a way where there seems to be no way. Press in, draw close feel His presence he is near.
The Lord desires for His body to be healthy and whole, not divided by anything. No man can take credit for what God is about to do; all glory will go to Him. It will be clear to all that it is the hand of the Lord. Such favor has never been seen. You will walk in the favor of the Lord and will stand back in awe of His goodness. –Selah
We do not walk alone we must keep our eyes fixed on Christ the hope of the nations.
Monday, November 21, 2011
I Always Wanted To Speak Another Language! :)
As I pray about going to Africa the Lord has been revealing things to me that cause me to stand back in awe! I feel a little shaky right now, and can only imagine what is next!
The other day I heard the word "BA BA" on the Cd I bought from the Watoto Choir.
Today I wrote down some other words from my spiritual language and looked them up and they are all Swahili!
Ah Ma- Ewe or sheep
Kashne- Comforter
Komo- Coming to a stop, or a halting place or end.
Ashmi- As bright as the sun, sparkling diamond.
Ba Ba- Father
Kali- Beautiful
I stand in awe of the goodness of God and I must say I am a little overwhelmed!
Susan
P.S. I always wanted to speak another language :)
Sunday, November 20, 2011
I Was Looking For A Hobby, But I Heard The Call Of Uganda!
Here I am a wife, mother of a 32 year old, a Grand Mom Mom of 3 beautiful boys and a baby on the way. Not long ago I was sitting on the couch after work thinking I need to find a hobby, or something creative to do. Commuting 4 hours a day and Directing a Preschool just doesn't fulfill the creative side of my brain. I thought of knitting or crocheting, that's what Grand Mom Moms do, right?
Not long after shopping in Walmart and trying to find the perfect crochet needle and not seeing the right one. You know it has to be just the right size. (I remember what my Grandma Johnson's looked like) I decided maybe it wasn't the right time to crochet, after all I have a cat and she will just play with the yarn and make a mess.
Fast forward a few weeks. I am sitting in Church and Pastor Bill announces he is going to Uganda next year. He asked ,(I would like to point that out) does any one want to go?
That is where my journey to answer the call of Uganda began... in 3 weeks the Lord has put together a team of 8 people with a heart's desire to go to Uganda. In 3 weeks we have raised over $500.00 at the Preschool alone. This weekend the women at the conference raised more than enough money for Rich and Lisa's Passports!
Last Wednesday night, Watoto Children's Choir came to Church, and I picked up a CD for the kids at the preschool to listen to during Chapel. In one of the songs a man sings a "word" that sounds exactly like something from my prayer language. My heart jumped for joy, another confirmation this is of the Lord!
Any one who knows my life, knows this is totally unrealistic with the schedule I have! However, God in His infinite love and mercy knows exactly what we need!
So, my hobby is to raise funds to build a home for the Orphans in Budaka! :) The Lord also put it on my heart to write a book called "The Orphan Inside Of Me". I have no idea what it will look like but it will happen as quickly as this trip to Uganda, I am sure!
James 1:27 Has been on my heart and I know it is the heart cry of God, will someone answer the cry in the night of the Orphans in Africa? Yes, we will go!
Go ye into all the world and preach the good news... we have hope for these Orphans, God is aware of their cry, and He is aware of their fear. But fear not, for the Lord is near! -Selah!
Answering the call to Africa is not just for the Orphans, God has sent us to lift up the arms of the weary that are caring for them. Pastor Rogers and Laurie especially are on my heart. Although we had never met I knew we would partner with them to help build a home in Budaka. The Lord is aware of their love for these children, and He will make a way. He will train up those in the village to help carry the load. They will be strong in the Lord and will help train future generations the ways of the Lord! -Selah
Not long after shopping in Walmart and trying to find the perfect crochet needle and not seeing the right one. You know it has to be just the right size. (I remember what my Grandma Johnson's looked like) I decided maybe it wasn't the right time to crochet, after all I have a cat and she will just play with the yarn and make a mess.
Fast forward a few weeks. I am sitting in Church and Pastor Bill announces he is going to Uganda next year. He asked ,(I would like to point that out) does any one want to go?
That is where my journey to answer the call of Uganda began... in 3 weeks the Lord has put together a team of 8 people with a heart's desire to go to Uganda. In 3 weeks we have raised over $500.00 at the Preschool alone. This weekend the women at the conference raised more than enough money for Rich and Lisa's Passports!
Last Wednesday night, Watoto Children's Choir came to Church, and I picked up a CD for the kids at the preschool to listen to during Chapel. In one of the songs a man sings a "word" that sounds exactly like something from my prayer language. My heart jumped for joy, another confirmation this is of the Lord!
Any one who knows my life, knows this is totally unrealistic with the schedule I have! However, God in His infinite love and mercy knows exactly what we need!
So, my hobby is to raise funds to build a home for the Orphans in Budaka! :) The Lord also put it on my heart to write a book called "The Orphan Inside Of Me". I have no idea what it will look like but it will happen as quickly as this trip to Uganda, I am sure!
James 1:27 Has been on my heart and I know it is the heart cry of God, will someone answer the cry in the night of the Orphans in Africa? Yes, we will go!
Go ye into all the world and preach the good news... we have hope for these Orphans, God is aware of their cry, and He is aware of their fear. But fear not, for the Lord is near! -Selah!
Answering the call to Africa is not just for the Orphans, God has sent us to lift up the arms of the weary that are caring for them. Pastor Rogers and Laurie especially are on my heart. Although we had never met I knew we would partner with them to help build a home in Budaka. The Lord is aware of their love for these children, and He will make a way. He will train up those in the village to help carry the load. They will be strong in the Lord and will help train future generations the ways of the Lord! -Selah
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Uganda-James 1:27

The Bible is clear on how we should look after the orphan and widow. I am so happy with the response we are receiving at the Preschool. The children and parents are joining in and helping raise funds for Cornerstone Ministries in Budaka, Uganda.
Here is a picture of our first offering from Chapel on Wednesday. It was so delightful to watch the children walk in with their little envelopes. Some of them smiling and saying I brought an offering for Africa!
The picture is of Alma and myself with a picture of Moses and the offering from the children. So blessed to be part of making a difference in the lives of these children!
When we realize the world is so much bigger than just us, we can be His hands extended to make a difference in the lives of others!
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Uganda Is Still Calling!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Uganda- Unveiling The Hidden Dream
It is said that when God is in the middle of something just step back and watch Him move on your behalf. This is what I have done in the past week, and I must say that no man can do what God can in such a short period of time.
Let me go back to March of last year when I received a call from Rich. He called to say he and his wife were moving to the Whittier area and they lived in Hesperia. I told him I live in Hesperia too. After talking for awhile he told me his wife Lisa was a Preschool teacher.
In the weeks to follow Lisa and I met at IHOP in Hesperia for breakfast and an interview for KidZone. We hit off immediately and I knew she was the perfect fit for our school.
Fast forward.... in June Manny and I felt it was time for a change. Since I work for a Foursquare Church I really wanted my Church home to be the same. I felt God calling me to make the change. It was a strange thing because I enjoyed where I was but I didn't sense the ministry doors opening there.
We started attending New Life and it has felt like home from the very beginning.
Last Sunday Pastor Bill mentioned he was going to Uganda next year. That's all it took and I was there in my mind. I started remembering when Pastor Fox said to me in 2001 that I should go to Africa. And so the journey begins.
Last Sunday night I told Pastor Bill I was interested in missions and going to Uganda. He gave me a contact person Laurie Dickenson and we started emailing. Immediately I knew I wanted to be a part of helping the orphans in Budaka, Uganda.
During the week I emailed Pastor Terry to get his input. On Friday, we spoke and he gave the green light. As I mentioned it to the teachers at work they caught the vision and Lisa said she wanted to go. Actually most of the teachers want to go so I can see a long term friendship with Uganda's Cornerstone Ministries forming before my eyes.
As I mentioned when God moves sometimes it is slowly and sometimes it if before our eyes. In one week God has allowed all of this to come together.
During one of my emails with Laurie she asked if KidZone would like to be a "sister" school. This is such an answer to my prayer for a long term missions focus for the Preschool.
So now I wait on God to send us to Uganda and I know it will be His perfect timing.
My heart is full and I am excited to watch God use the daughter of a bartender and the granddaughter of a bootlegger touch the lives in a land faraway. This week I looked at my birth certificate and smiled for that is what it said, my fathers occupation was when I was born, a bartender at a tavern.
God is so good, that bartender accepted Christ as his Savior and is in heaven enjoying the greatest gift of all, eternal life!
That is my prayer for many, that the kingdom of God will increase! All glory to God!
Let me go back to March of last year when I received a call from Rich. He called to say he and his wife were moving to the Whittier area and they lived in Hesperia. I told him I live in Hesperia too. After talking for awhile he told me his wife Lisa was a Preschool teacher.
In the weeks to follow Lisa and I met at IHOP in Hesperia for breakfast and an interview for KidZone. We hit off immediately and I knew she was the perfect fit for our school.
Fast forward.... in June Manny and I felt it was time for a change. Since I work for a Foursquare Church I really wanted my Church home to be the same. I felt God calling me to make the change. It was a strange thing because I enjoyed where I was but I didn't sense the ministry doors opening there.
We started attending New Life and it has felt like home from the very beginning.
Last Sunday Pastor Bill mentioned he was going to Uganda next year. That's all it took and I was there in my mind. I started remembering when Pastor Fox said to me in 2001 that I should go to Africa. And so the journey begins.
Last Sunday night I told Pastor Bill I was interested in missions and going to Uganda. He gave me a contact person Laurie Dickenson and we started emailing. Immediately I knew I wanted to be a part of helping the orphans in Budaka, Uganda.
During the week I emailed Pastor Terry to get his input. On Friday, we spoke and he gave the green light. As I mentioned it to the teachers at work they caught the vision and Lisa said she wanted to go. Actually most of the teachers want to go so I can see a long term friendship with Uganda's Cornerstone Ministries forming before my eyes.
As I mentioned when God moves sometimes it is slowly and sometimes it if before our eyes. In one week God has allowed all of this to come together.
During one of my emails with Laurie she asked if KidZone would like to be a "sister" school. This is such an answer to my prayer for a long term missions focus for the Preschool.
So now I wait on God to send us to Uganda and I know it will be His perfect timing.
My heart is full and I am excited to watch God use the daughter of a bartender and the granddaughter of a bootlegger touch the lives in a land faraway. This week I looked at my birth certificate and smiled for that is what it said, my fathers occupation was when I was born, a bartender at a tavern.
God is so good, that bartender accepted Christ as his Savior and is in heaven enjoying the greatest gift of all, eternal life!
That is my prayer for many, that the kingdom of God will increase! All glory to God!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
The Mission Field-Uganda Is Calling!
So, what do I know about Uganda? Not much. When I was young my Great Grandfather gave me an African sculpture. I think is from the Masai tribe but I don't know very many details except he was connected to missionaries in Tanzania.
Ever since I was a young girl I had a fascination and calling to the mission field. At times I wonder if it could be a result of Grandpa's prayers for his children and grandchildren.
One of my memories is of when I was about nine and I was standing in the foyer of the Nazarene Church. There was a missionary and they had posters and a slide presentation. I was drawn to the display almost as if I was in a trance. I couldn't shake it, my heart melted for these people.
For the past two years Manny and I have been supporting the Watoto Ministries. We both felt a need to provide for the people of Uganda.
As the years have gone by I have had this hidden desire to go to the mission field. It is something that I can't not deny, it is a part of who God created me to be.
In fact, it was on a mission trip that I fell in love with Manny and he with me.
For the last two years I have been talking about raising funds for a well for the children in Africa. It has been my heart's desire to have the preschool sow into the lives of children less fortunate than themselves.
This morning in Church Pastor Bill announced he was going to Uganda and asked if anyone wanted to go. My heart leaped in my chest, and I looked over at Manny and said "I want to go." It wasn't really I want to go, it was more like I have to go. So for the rest of the day that is all I could think about.
So, now I lay it before the Lord and ask for direction. I made my list and I am seriously going to figure out what direction God has for me.
I have a vision for the Preschool to focus on a missions project each year. So far, we have been able to give shoes to Haiti, a love offering to Japan and many local causes.
Now I pray we can build a well or do something for the children of Uganda. My heart is consumed with this thought and I know it is from the Lord.
Now, I need to step back and breathe....
Ever since I was a young girl I had a fascination and calling to the mission field. At times I wonder if it could be a result of Grandpa's prayers for his children and grandchildren.
One of my memories is of when I was about nine and I was standing in the foyer of the Nazarene Church. There was a missionary and they had posters and a slide presentation. I was drawn to the display almost as if I was in a trance. I couldn't shake it, my heart melted for these people.
For the past two years Manny and I have been supporting the Watoto Ministries. We both felt a need to provide for the people of Uganda.
As the years have gone by I have had this hidden desire to go to the mission field. It is something that I can't not deny, it is a part of who God created me to be.
In fact, it was on a mission trip that I fell in love with Manny and he with me.
For the last two years I have been talking about raising funds for a well for the children in Africa. It has been my heart's desire to have the preschool sow into the lives of children less fortunate than themselves.
This morning in Church Pastor Bill announced he was going to Uganda and asked if anyone wanted to go. My heart leaped in my chest, and I looked over at Manny and said "I want to go." It wasn't really I want to go, it was more like I have to go. So for the rest of the day that is all I could think about.
So, now I lay it before the Lord and ask for direction. I made my list and I am seriously going to figure out what direction God has for me.
I have a vision for the Preschool to focus on a missions project each year. So far, we have been able to give shoes to Haiti, a love offering to Japan and many local causes.
Now I pray we can build a well or do something for the children of Uganda. My heart is consumed with this thought and I know it is from the Lord.
Now, I need to step back and breathe....
Friday, October 21, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Okay, So It's July!
Okay,so it's July and I haven't blogged about the most recent events.
Here it goes.... it's summer and it's hot!
Today I made homemade chili and cornbread, of course I don't know how to make a small batch so everyone at work will get to enjoy it as well. :)
Our new furniture arrived, we love it!
The house is getting painted tomorrow, it should make a big difference. :)
I miss my grand kids.... maybe I should get a pool....
Here it goes.... it's summer and it's hot!
Today I made homemade chili and cornbread, of course I don't know how to make a small batch so everyone at work will get to enjoy it as well. :)
Our new furniture arrived, we love it!
The house is getting painted tomorrow, it should make a big difference. :)
I miss my grand kids.... maybe I should get a pool....
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Father's Day

It's Father's Day and I am so thankful for the Father I have in heaven. No greater love was ever shown than the sacrifice given by God to send His son as an atonement for our sins. Just as God is our Father so Fathers should be a reflection of Him in raising their children.
Yesterday, I had a brief chat with Zack and Bonnie about parents. Bonnie wondered how does a person that grows up with parents that are not loving end up being more affectionate and loving toward their children. After thinking about this, I finally figured it out. We have our heavenly Father as our model. We put aside all of our baggage and focus on His attributes.
So with that in mind I will celebrate the love we had for each other and the love the Lord has showered on me.
This picture is on our wedding day when my Dad gave the greatest gift, his presence at my wedding because 9 days later he passed away.
One day we will meet again and have a celebration like no other!
This is the day the Lord has made and I will rejoice in it!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Simple Pleasures Of Life!
This week has been crazy, but in the midst of all of it I realized some of the most simple things in life are what bring us joy.
This week I had a car accident and it shook me up for a couple of days. I went to rent a car only to find I had a flat tire when I went to drive it to work.
After taking care of business I laid down on the couch and fell asleep. I woke up feeling Gracie's little paw tapping me on the top of my head. As soon as she realized I was awake she ran over to her food bowl, turned her head as if saying "I'm hungry".
To some it may be nothing but it made me smile, she is so smart to wake me up and go sit by her bowl with that cute this face.
I never would have that a pet could have so much personality!
This week I had a car accident and it shook me up for a couple of days. I went to rent a car only to find I had a flat tire when I went to drive it to work.
After taking care of business I laid down on the couch and fell asleep. I woke up feeling Gracie's little paw tapping me on the top of my head. As soon as she realized I was awake she ran over to her food bowl, turned her head as if saying "I'm hungry".
To some it may be nothing but it made me smile, she is so smart to wake me up and go sit by her bowl with that cute this face.
I never would have that a pet could have so much personality!
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Chapter Three ~ 2011

Book Two just arrives in the mail, and it is a little smaller than the first but within it's pages are the real me. If there was any doubt of who I am or what I think.... those days are gone! :)
I have many opinions about issues of life, but the main thing that matters to me is my family. I have spent the last couple of years trying to point those I love in the right direction. I have never declared I have arrived or know everything, but one thing for sure in I can stand before God knowing I did my best. My intentions have never been to hurt anyone, I am compelled by God to speak what I believe to be true.
So, with that said I continue on the journey of life. Some love me, and some think I am intolerant, judgmental and uncaring. I have come to a place where I am okay with that.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day and it is one of the most difficult days for me emotionally. I no longer have my Mom, Dad, Grandparents or anyone older than me to point me in the right direction. Maybe that is why I feel it is so important to journal what I think and believe. Our days are limited and once we are gone all that is left is others perspective of who they think we are. In my case there will be no doubt...
In honor of my Mom I decided this week to spend a little more time outside in my little garden, and plant some seeds. Although they are natural they are symbolic of the spiritual. As we walk through our lives we can plant weeds or seeds, in either case we will reap some type of harvest. My hope is for the latter, a harvest for Christ to reflect my thankfulness of His sacrifice for me. I am forever grateful to those that have loved me unconditionally and pointed me to the truth in God's Word. We are all in need of a Savior, it's just who do we choose to serve?
Again, as I start this next journal I thank my friends and family for loving me unconditionally and allowing me to be me. :)
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Sharing A Family Tradition!
My Garden, A Place Of Paradise In The Desert!
A Beautiful Day!
It's a beautiful day! Spring is in the air and the desert doesn't feel like it's the desert this morning. :) I opened the blinds to let the sunshine in and my roses are in bloom and the trees have the most lovely green leaves. Most people take that for granted in places like Pasadena.
It reminded me of my Mom, and how she loved her flowers. In fact this particular planter outside my living room window is one she and I would work in together. I would always have the yard work done when she was coming to visit except for this one planter. She loved to sit outside and pull the weeds and trim the flowers.
I never really understood her appreciation for flowers when I was young. But this morning I felt the pleasure she had when I lifted the blinds and saw the different colors of roses.
I miss her everyday, but she left me with an appreciation of Gods beauty in this sometimes dreary world.
So with Gracie basking in the sunshine, Manny and I are on our way to the Nursery to pick out some flowers to plant on this wonderful day God has made for us!
Big Bear Vacation!
Spending time with my family in Big Bear was a delightful time. We took too many pictures to post, but these are the highlights of the week. Cooking with Bonnie was a lot of fun! Playing in the snow, fishing and playing games are memories I will never forget. The most wonderful experience was when Zack told me he enjoyed spending time with me. It is so important as parents to know after raising your children that they will still spend their vacation with you. I love Bonnie and am so thankful for our relationship. Of course, everyone knows how I feel about my boys! LOL Then there's Manny, I am so thankful for his unconditional love for me. It is a wonderful thing to have a husband and companion that "gets me" and allows me to be me. I am blessed beyond words!

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