Book Two just arrives in the mail, and it is a little smaller than the first but within it's pages are the real me. If there was any doubt of who I am or what I think.... those days are gone! :)
I have many opinions about issues of life, but the main thing that matters to me is my family. I have spent the last couple of years trying to point those I love in the right direction. I have never declared I have arrived or know everything, but one thing for sure in I can stand before God knowing I did my best. My intentions have never been to hurt anyone, I am compelled by God to speak what I believe to be true.
So, with that said I continue on the journey of life. Some love me, and some think I am intolerant, judgmental and uncaring. I have come to a place where I am okay with that.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day and it is one of the most difficult days for me emotionally. I no longer have my Mom, Dad, Grandparents or anyone older than me to point me in the right direction. Maybe that is why I feel it is so important to journal what I think and believe. Our days are limited and once we are gone all that is left is others perspective of who they think we are. In my case there will be no doubt...
In honor of my Mom I decided this week to spend a little more time outside in my little garden, and plant some seeds. Although they are natural they are symbolic of the spiritual. As we walk through our lives we can plant weeds or seeds, in either case we will reap some type of harvest. My hope is for the latter, a harvest for Christ to reflect my thankfulness of His sacrifice for me. I am forever grateful to those that have loved me unconditionally and pointed me to the truth in God's Word. We are all in need of a Savior, it's just who do we choose to serve?
Again, as I start this next journal I thank my friends and family for loving me unconditionally and allowing me to be me. :)
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